What will you choose?

There is a chioce that you must make. The revival of your dearest love, or the lost of your memory about him when you do the process. Which will you choose?

A Returning Lonewolf

It has been a while since I had a post in here. Did you miss me multiply? Well You can guess why I post again. Wait, first I'll make it sure this is private blog... This is only between you and me multiply, got it? If this leak out i'll sue you, just kidding.

Well it has been a terrible day for me, no, it has been a terrible week I'd say. I week of being alone, well not physically but more of emotionally and socially. I think that my friends are outcasting me, somehow it feels like I am a wolf that had been thrown out of the pack because i'm ill or somehting. IT has been a while since I become a lonewolf, and it has been also a while since I question the reason why I existed again in this world. I don't know why I become alone again. My family are so far, my friends seems distant and she, she is the remaining thing that I think can cure me of this disease, this curse.

It is a dull saturday to start with. I don't have the hopes of getting a text from her because I don't think that she has feelings for me nor she has any important things to text to me. but then she mailed me and I almost forgot that she will return the book today. Then I arrange it for the afternoon because it is the time that i will go back to the dorms for our sportsfest, I play volleyball. The team practice a lot ofr the volleyball yesterday, so we have high hopes of winning but then we lost. First is we lost in a competition and then what's next. This is really a very bad day for me. Finally after a week long of endurance to have the drug, I can finally see her again. She is like the morphine that will make my pains go away. Just a bit of her presence, is enough for me. But then I see her with her friend. This brings up jealousy inside me. The drug that can cure me of this ailments I have: loneliness, hatred, corruption, evil overall; was taken away by others. And in that moment I realize that I have no right over her, I didn't even ask what is my stance in her, did she have any feeling for me, so why should I feel jealous? why? but then my heart aches so much that as I watch them, my fangs grows. I have kept my fangs close and trying to control it, I;m trying to control my other self. Then I realized that she was happy. And then It is just fine me to see her happy. I dare to challenge my other self to that notion and luckily I prevail not to cause her any trouble again. Maybe I am just a nuisance, maybe if i disappear she will be more happy. Those are the thoughts that came in to me.

So aching I was, I walk back home and accepted that I am a lonewolf. But my otherselves are screaming to me that I am a fool. Why must i become a lone wolf without fighting back. They are telling me to fight, it is not over until it was declared that i was lost. Why will we/I let my self be a lone wolf if i can still fight. I know that... Yet am I so coward to fight or something... I just can't explain what, it just makes me satisfied to see her smiling.

Survival is the meaning of my existence was what I always thought whenever feel being a lone wolf but now even as a lone wolf I feel that I find the meaning of my existence, it is in her. She is the reason shy I still continue living.

To fear and to dream an impossible dream

Recently I've realized that it is not death that I need to fear. I fear death before because I somehow weak in faith about afterlife. The thought creeps me when I think that when I dieed I cannot think anymore, no feelings, no perception, no life and it is only nothingness. As I myslef an, not outgoing, but adventurous guy cannot think wht it feel to feel nothing. That thought creeps me since I was a child. I don't know if my faith in my religion strenthens or that someone help me to conquer that fear that now I didn't think about death like that again.

Yet a new phobia arises, the phobia that I think cannot just be solved with strong faith or resolution. It is the fear to to be alone in the world, not physically but psychologically. It is what makes me insane. It cause Jealousy to strengthen in my nature. Just this past weeks I feel tremendous jealousy that I don't know why it happen I just feel it. I think because I just don't have some communication with 'her' for a while, I felt that I was left alone in the abyss. This is because I think my whole existence, my daily routine, my phone and my load is only about 'her'. But I come to realization that my existence for her is nothing. That makes me mad again then I thought that I have two option: to force my existence to her, a way that is quick yet has terrible consequence, or I will wait for her to realize my existence, which I sure might take eternity. For I am an impatient person, I really want the former but my logic overwhelms me and I took the latter though I believe that sooner or later I might revert to my original choice. How long will I can hold the pain of loneliness? How long I can stand to be away from you? That might be a matter how strong my resolution to be with you, I think. I hope that sooner I would have your answer, even it is a no, I will gladly accept it as long it is really your will.

This loneliness is somehow reduced because of my dream...

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This is a writing written to all emos. A writing to show what you feels.

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*GLBCabria Publications*

How hot thermodynamics is?

1. Determine whether the heat evolved at constant pressure is >,< or is equal to the heat evovled at constant volume in the reaction below. Explain Your Choice.
O2(g) + 2 C3O2(g) ===> 6 CO(g)

2. Determine whether the heat evolved at constant pressure is >,< or is equal to the heat evovled at constant volume in the reaction below. Explain Your Choice.
CH4(g) + 2 O2(g) ===> CO2(g) + 2 h20(g)

3. The reaction responsible for the defensive explosive discharge of the bombardier beetle is C6H4(0H)2(aq) + 2 H2O2(aq) ===> C6H4O2(aq) + 2 H2O(l)
Calculate enthalpy change in kJ/mole for the reactio from the ff.
C6H4(0H)2(aq) ===> C6H4O2(aq) + H2(g) ΔE=-0.177 kJ/mole
O2(g) + 2 H2O(l) ===> 2 H2O2(aq) ΔE=+0.044kJ/mole
H2O(l) ===> 1/2 O2(g) + H2(g) 1. Determine whether the heat evolved at constant pressure is >,< or is equal to the heat evovled at constant volume in the reaction below. Explain Your Choice.
O2(g) + 2 C3O2(g) ===> 6 CO(g)

2. Determine whether the heat evolved at constant pressure is >,< or is equal to the heat evovled at constant volume in the reaction below. Explain Your Choice.
CH4(g) + 2 O2(g) ===> CO2(g) + 2 h20(g)

3. The reaction responsible for the defensive explosive discharge of the bombardier beetle is C6H4(0H)2(aq) + 2 H2O2(aq) ===> C6H4O2(aq) + 2 H2O(l)
Calculate enthalpy change in kJ/mole for the reactio from the ff.
C6H4(0H)2(aq) ===> C6H4O2(aq) + H2(g) ΔE=-0.177 kJ/mole
O2(g) + 2 H2O(l) ===> 2 H2O2(aq) ΔE=+0.044kJ/mole
H2O(l) ===> 1/2 O2(g) + h2(g) ΔE=+0.286kJ/mole

First Day of A new Life

It is srtat of a new soohcl yaer and I've been happy to be hree in UP. My frsit day ystready was so tiring bacesue its my first time to walk aournd a large palce like UP and i need to walk fast. Well I'll keep this entry short becasue I'm so tired and I can't write/type clearly. WELL STARTING YESTERDAY I'AM OFFICIALLY INSIDE THE UP EDUCATION!

A never ending night.

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Even how good a soldier you are, there will be time that you will be captured and the need to escape from your captors. The first rule when you are taken as POWs(Prisoners-of-war) is that escape when you are fittest or at the moment you are captured because if you don't your captors will torment you physically, emotionally and mentally. So you must master the SEE or Survival, Escape & Evation techniques and SOPs so that you can escape safely.

I won't discuss it here, if you want to know the SEE techniques, join the UP ROTC because we learn it and also apply it. Yes, we apply it. We have practical exercises through simulations. SO what you are waiting for join the UP ROTC now.

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07.00h 17 May 2008

We started our double training day. There is an emminent rain coming. Capt Hermitanyo comes and told us to change into PT(Physical Training) Uniforms. After that we have some exercises and then jog the 2.2km acad oval. As we jog rain somehow started to pour so we hastened the exercise and returned immediately to the Vanguard Bldg. After that we have some pushups, situps and pull-ups. I can't believe that I did 50 pushupsm, almost non-stop, and also did one pullup. Then we rest for a bit.

10.00h 17 May 2008

Vanguard Cunanan gives us a Ropemanship review then thought as about the Disaster Response, Relief and Rescue mainly focusing on Rappeling. Then we have some Rappeling exercise; we just need to get down from a 20ft rappeling tower. At first it can be scary but if have tried it you'll be addicted to it.

13.00h 17 May 2008

We have a break.

13.30 17 May 2008

We proceed to the Firing Range. There awaits our marksmanship practicals with Maj Ramos but it was somehow postponed because of the limited time. But still, I got a shot and I hit the styro target. Then we have some Infantry lectures: organiztion of infantry, their formations and operations.

17.00 17 May 2008

We have some CTIS(Combat Training for Individual Soldier). We review first the CTIS movements like the Drop, rush, stalking, and the crawls. Then after that we have some exercises. We drop rush and do the stalking movements on the DMST(Dept of Mil Sci and Tactics) Quadrangle. Then on the muddy Quad we also do the crawls (Baby, low, high, back, snake, crab walk). Gladly, we are on our TFUs so we are protected from the mud and grass cuts.

19.00 17 May 2008

We have a break. And we Practice

19.30 17 May 2008

We Start The Boodle Fight. Century Tunas Flakes in oil and only a rice is what we had for the dinner but the boodle fight is very fun well some says it was yuck but well its fun for me.

20.00h 17 May 2008

We proceed to the firing range. There We have our smoker's night. It started with the commandants' long speech. Then my group present first in the talent show. We do some skit about a Talent show for COs. We impersonate our COs there. I hope they didn't get mad on our impersonation. The comes Batch Com's group they did some singing. They import me and have me sing with Nina. Well I can say I'm lucky for once even though I know she only jokes about me. Well then next is the class performance where we do the tetada dance. After that we have our COs performed I'd say that their skit is the same to us but much better in quality. I think Lt Roxas deserve a famas award he is very great actor.

22.00h 17 May 2008

We return to our quarters and have some sleep. Well I can't say that I Sleep but it more of a Nap. They gave us only 3 hours of sleep.

01.40 17 May 08

Alarm was sounded for the start of the SEE practicals and POW simulation. We were blind fold and was led to the releasing point from there we must go to the vanguard 3rd floor to get our lower TFUs. At the start we have hard time to enter or go near the bldg because it was heavily sentried. I and my Buddy Amar, was caught once in the stairs and we receive 20 STPs for that. But by 02.30h we reached the 3rd floor and then we head to the NCO's office down in the complex. We used our old route backed to the complex at that time rain pour heavily as we tried to enter the complex. We used some leaf as comouflauge. Inside the NCO, we received our upper TFUs. We used again our old route then out maneuver the sentries when we used the back route or the route near the Magsaysay Road leading to the firing range where the cap is. We were almost caught when we enter the range because one sentry was resting there. We then followed the Magsaysay route as we go to the base of Rappeling tower, the extraction point. On our way we didn't see Capt Hermitanyo hiding on the tree there he caught us but he let us go. We are the 5th to arrive there.

05.00h 18 May 2008

We have a debriefing about the SEE practicals. We analyzed out mistakes and also laugh out the funny moments including our leaf comouflauge.

06.00h 18 May 2008

We were dismissed. I take a bath in the Complex' bathroom because I smell like those in the RSCT and worse because of the mud in my clothes. After that I go to Kalai to deliver Nina's Phone because she left it at the lounge. Then I proceed to the Coop for some breakfast.

07.00h 18 May 2008

My body is down and I have a large bag on my back, I went to mass in the UP Chapel. I fell asleep that's why I miss the sermon somehow. After that I went Home and have a very nice long nap.

16.43h 18 May 2008

I wake up and have myself some lunch. Then I went out to have some fun

22.33h 18 May 2008

I just finished writing this post.

*************CABRIA, OUT*****************

**End of Transmission**

A never ending night.

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Even how good a soldier you are, there will be time that you will be captured and the need to escape from your captors. The first rule when you are taken as POWs(Prisoners-of-war) is that escape when you are fittest or at the moment you are captured because if you don't your captors will torment you physically, emotionally and mentally. So you must master the SEE or Survival, Escape & Evation techniques and SOPs so that you can escape safely.

I won't discuss it here, if you want to know the SEE techniques, join the UP ROTC because we learn it and also apply it. Yes, we apply it. We have practical exercises through simulations. SO what you are waiting for join the UP ROTC now.

===================================================================

07.00h 17 May 2008

We started our double training day. There is an emminent rain coming. Capt Hermitanyo comes and told us to change into PT(Physical Training) Uniforms. After that we have some exercises and then jog the 2.2km acad oval. As we jog rain somehow started to pour so we hastened the exercise and returned immediately to the Vanguard Bldg. After that we have some pushups, situps and pull-ups. I can't believe that I did 50 pushupsm, almost non-stop, and also did one pullup. Then we rest for a bit.

10.00h 17 May 2008

Vanguard Cunanan gives us a Ropemanship review then thought as about the Disaster Response, Relief and Rescue mainly focusing on Rappeling. Then we have some Rappeling exercise; we just need to get down from a 20ft rappeling tower. At first it can be scary but if have tried it you'll be addicted to it.

13.00h 17 May 2008

We have a break.

13.30 17 May 2008

We proceed to the Firing Range. There awaits our marksmanship practicals with Maj Ramos but it was somehow postponed because of the limited time. But still, I got a shot and I hit the styro target. Then we have some Infantry lectures: organiztion of infantry, their formations and operations.

17.00 17 May 2008

We have some CTIS(Combat Training for Individual Soldier). We review first the CTIS movements like the Drop, rush, stalking, and the crawls. Then after that we have some exercises. We drop rush and do the stalking movements on the DMST(Dept of Mil Sci and Tactics) Quadrangle. Then on the muddy Quad we also do the crawls (Baby, low, high, back, snake, crab walk). Gladly, we are on our TFUs so we are protected from the mud and grass cuts.

19.00 17 May 2008

We have a break. And we Practice

19.30 17 May 2008

We Start The Boodle Fight. Century Tunas Flakes in oil and only a rice is what we had for the dinner but the boodle fight is very fun well some says it was yuck but well its fun for me.

20.00h 17 May 2008

We proceed to the firing range. There We have our smoker's night. It started with the commandants' long speech. Then my group present first in the talent show. We do some skit about a Talent show for COs. We impersonate our COs there. I hope they didn't get mad on our impersonation. The comes Batch Com's group they did some singing. They import me and have me sing with Nina. Well I can say I'm lucky for once even though I know she only jokes about me. Well then next is the class performance where we do the tetada dance. After that we have our COs performed I'd say that their skit is the same to us but much better in quality. I think Lt Roxas deserve a famas award he is very great actor.

22.00h 17 May 2008

We return to our quarters and have some sleep. Well I can't say that I Sleep but it more of a Nap. They gave us only 3 hours of sleep.

01.40 18 May 2008

Alarm was sounded for the start of the SEE practicals and POW simulation. We were blind fold and was led to the releasing point from there we must go to the vanguard 3rd floor to get our lower TFUs. At the start we have hard time to enter or go near the bldg because it was heavily sentried. I and my Buddy Amar, was caught once in the stairs and we receive 20 STPs for that. But by 02.30h we reached the 3rd floor and then we head to the NCO's office down in the complex. We used our old route backed to the complex at that time rain pour heavily as we tried to enter the complex. We used some leaf as comouflauge. Inside the NCO, we received our upper TFUs. We used again our old route then out maneuver the sentries when we used the back route or the route near the Magsaysay Road leading to the firing range where the cap is. We were almost caught when we enter the range because one sentry was resting there. We then followed the Magsaysay route as we go to the base of Rappeling tower, the extraction point. On our way we didn't see Capt Hermitanyo hiding on the tree there he caught us but he let us go. Then we ended as the 5th to finish.

05.00h 18 May 2008

We have a debriefing about the SEE practicals and we analyzed our mistakes. Also We thank the Sponsors who had join in our activity.

06.00h 18 May 2008

I take a bath at the complex bathroom. Then I head to Kalai to deliver Nina's phone because she left it at the lounge. Then I go to the Coop to eat breakfast.

07.00h 18 May 2008

I go to mass at UP chapel. I fell asleep during the mass that's why I didn't fully understand the sermon and the mass. Then after that I go home and fell asleep, supere asleep that I didn't notice that my neice had visited me.

16.43h 18 May 2008

I got up and take my lunch. And then I went out to buy some books.

22.22h 18 May 2008

I just finished writing this blog.

**********************************THIS IS CABRIA, I'M OUT*******************************************

**End of Transmission**

List OF MBB qualifiers...

I'm Hunting people of MBB batch'08 because I'm going to check if how many of them will really go to MBB...
here are some:

2008-34363
+ - see notes AGGABAO, LARIELYN HOPE CAYADO DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-68018
+ - see notes ANGELES, KATRINA CUSTODIO DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-67896
+ - see notes ALCANTARA, KRIZELLE MAE MANDIGMA DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
* - see notes
+ - see notes
++ - see notes BARTILAD, KATHRIN BALAORO DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-67927
+ - see notes BERNARDO, NOEL LANDICHO DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-67947
+ - see notes
++ - see notes BORLONGAN, GABRIEL RONQUILLO DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-67928 BORROMEO, NICOLI ARTHUR BALITA DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology
2008-67930
+ - see notes BROMEO, ALBERT JOHN CAASI DILIMAN BS Molecular Biology & Biotechnology

The School Year had come to an end

The school year had come to an end for me.

There are still many things to do.

I haven't yet completed all my goals in high school

yet end is near.

Last day is the last day of the school year...

I think I just wasted the whole last week for nothing.

~March 24: I am travelling from Bicol to Manila so I don't have anything done in the school

~March 25: I had a hangover from the trip so I miss all the opportunities to ask her.

~March 26: All the planning I had done on 25's night gone to waste, she is with her friends and I don't want to disturb them because that might be rude. SO I end up all day waiting for her yet the chance didn't come.

~March 27: In the morning, I give way to a friend. I let him and him to enjoy their time with her leaving me out of the scene. In the Afternoon, I have the chance when we are at the table and he is away but my friend (girl) ask some favor from me and I can't refuse. Then she drove me away so that i can help my friend.

~March 28: The time had come. Noon break, we are sitting in the table. I acting like doing something but truthfully I'm just staring at her and looking how cute she was eating beacon. The other he came but left early. With our classmates, we are enjoying the break while i am "cramming" then IT is the time to ask her, the first words came out but she didn't heard it clearly and seems she didn't heard it totally because my classmate take away the attention. Then my classmate and she make fun of me somehow. I then just wait and wait until i have the time. but then the time didn't come because we have a grad practice in the afternoon.

Well I am pathetic or what?! Damn why does I am always late. When my gradma and my uncle died it is only one week before I return home. I didn't got the chance to see them. When my old crush ask me for an opinion if she will to transfer to diliman, my answer is a day late because she had confirmed already to Manila. And now, I know that she feel special since the start but only this last three months that I realized it and with the help of other people. Am I that unlucky? I don't want to "emo" here because she might be repelled.

Well...

I don't know, will I ask that question anymore or not? damn hell!

Note: This is a rate R (Restricted) blog sorry for the cursed words that was used.

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PHILOSOPHY OF GLBCABRIA

Some people tries or forcefully trying to sync their love ones to them. For me it is the other way around. We specially the boys must be the one synchronizing for our love one. IT may look plastic but that is for me the best idea. We can be plastic but also we can be true to ourselves as we synchronize. Well it might be fate if we are true to ourselves as we synchronize or maybe god's will. This is only my opinion so if others doesn't like it please talk to me so that my view might be broaden.

I Just Want to Meet You Now

The Project of GLBCabria

UNCHANGING THINGS(Kawaranai Mono)
by Hanako Oku

kaerimichi fuzakete aruita
wake mo naku kimi wo okoraseta
ironna kimi no kao wo mitakattanda

We joked around on our way home.
I made you angry for no reason.
I guess I just wanted to see your different sides.

ookina hitomi ga nakisou na koe ga
ima mo boku no mune wo shimetsukeru
surechigau hito no naka de kimi wo oikaketa

Your large eyes, your trembling voice,
Even now they are close by my heart.
In the crowd of strangers, I ran after you.

kawaranai mono sagashiteita
ano hi no kimi wo wasure wa shinai
toki wo koeteku omoi ga aru
boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

I was searching for the things that never change.
I will never forget how you were on that day.
These feelings I have transcend time.
I just want to meet you now.

gaitou ni burasageta omoi
itsumo kimi ni watasenakatta
yoru wa bokutachi wo toozakete-itta ne

These feelings upon which the street lights shine,
I could never manage to let you have them.
The nights brought us further away from each other.

mienai kokoro de uso tsuita koe ga
ima mo boku no mune ni hibiteiru
samayou toki no naka de kimi to koi wo shita

The lie you told through your opaque heart,
Even now it continues to resonate within me.
Uncertain of our future, you and I fell in love.

kawaranai mono sagashiteita
ano hi mitsuketa shiranai basho e
kimi wo futari de yukeru no nara
boku wa nando mo umarekawareru

I was searching for the things that never change.
The unfamiliar place we found on that day,
If the two of us can go there together again,
I will be reborn as many times as it takes.

katachi nai mono dakishimeteta
kowareru oto mo kikoenai mama
kimi to aruita onaji michi ni
ima mo akari wa terashi-tsudzukeru

As I embrace the things that have no shape,
I fail to hear the breaking sound.
On the same path that we walked together,
Even now the light continues to shine.

kawaranai mono sagashiteita
ano hi no kimi wo wasure wa shinai
toki wo koeteku omoi ga aru
boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

I was searching for the things that never change.
I will never forget how you were on that day.
These feelings I have transcend time.
I just want to meet you now.

boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

I just want to meet you now.


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Congratulations to the The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
I've seen it at the 2007 Cinemanila Film Festical and
It is Awesome.
I just recently bought a DVD of It.
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Feelings also Leapt through Time

Garnet
by Hanaku Oku
translated in English by Vinegar

Your figure that is running in the field
is freer than the cloud in the sky
Even the letters that used to describe you in my diary
were as if being illuminated

I once couldn't understand the meaning of "love"
but this period of time that never returns
has told me its meaning

I kept the time I spent with you deep inside my heart
so that there's no need to recall in order to remember you
Even if I fall in love with someone someday
you are always the special and important one
just like this season, it will always repeat itself

The first time chatting with you after school
I rediscovered my long lost smile
hearing your laughter coming from afar
I heart was aching somehow

I once feared of changes
kept thinking that we can be friends forever
thought everything in this world will never come to an end

Meeting you in this eternal instance
has taught me to become stronger than ever
Even if someday when I turn up in the dream of tomorrow
You are still the special and important one
just like this season, it will always repeat itself

It will not be forgotten whenever it is
Since that summer when you told this to me
time has elapsed swiftly
Only until today
I can't help my tears

(I'm) keeping the time you spent with me deep inside my heart
so that there's no need to recall in order to remember you
Even if I fall in love with someone someday
you are always the special and important one
just like this season, it will always repeat itself

Here is the original Lyrics:

Guraundo kaketeku anata no senaka wa
Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
nooto ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

Suki to iu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yaki tsukeyou
Omoi dasanakutemo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshitemo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kitsetsu ga megutteku


Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tookude anata no hashaideru koe ni
Naze da ka mune ga itakunatta no

Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatteta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru kigashita
Owatteku mono nado nai to omotta

Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyokushite kureta ne
Muchuu de kakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita toshitemo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

Itsumademo wasurenai to anata ga itte kureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koboretekita

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yaki tsukeyou
Omoi dasanakutemo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshitemo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kitsetsu ga megutteku




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This Song is A song That can really pierced through
Your Heart. A warm feeling of Joy surrounds me when
I heard the song. Compliments for the writer and singer...

Watch it as an ending song for the film:
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
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Sorrow behind the SMILES

The Project of GLBCabria

I call my self an advocate of SMile...
Yet My Smile, is a fake smile....
Beyond the mask of myself: smile...
I hid a grief that might kill me...

I Love to see that people around smiles...
They bring joy to the aching heart...
And that is why I try to promote smiles...

Yet what I always show is my fake smile...
A mask covered that covers my feelings...
Hurt and pain succumb my whole life...

"Behind his smiles lies a thorned aching heart"

Ang tulang ito ay isang tulang naglalarawan
sa kahirapang nadarama ng manunulat. Nahahati
ang puso sa mga problema ng buhay, hindi niya
alam ang susunding daan. Kaibiga'y inibig
ngunit 'di niya alam na ang isa niyang kaibigan
ay nagmamahal rin sa kanyang iniibig. Takot na
mahati ang pagkakaibigan, siya'y nagparaya.
Hinihintay ang araw ng kanyang PAGHUHUSGA ng
mga kasalanan.

Duwag na siya kung ituring ng iba.
Sa iba nama'y siya ay isang hadlang ng pag-iibigan
ng kanyang kaibigan. Sa kanyang loob ay
naglalaban ang iba't-ibagn damdamin.
Ang isa'y nagsasabi na 'wag na lang
pansinin ang kaibigan at kasalanan nito
kung bakit inilihim sa kanya. Sabi naman
ng isa'y kasalanan mo! Dahil manhid ka sa
iyong paligid. May isang nagsabi, na hindi
mo hawak ang iyong iniirog at siya 'yong
hayaan sa kanyang pagpili. Hindi alam ang
gagawin sa ipit na situwasyon, siya ay naghandog
na lang ng isang tulang pangpawi ng sakit.

Triumph

A motley and bloodthirsty crowd assembles at the trial of Charles Darnay. When Doctor Manette is announced as Darnay’s father-in-law, a happy cry goes up among the audience. The court hears testimony from Darnay, Manette, and Gabelle, establishing that Darnay long ago had renounced his title out of disapproval of the aristocracy’s treatment of peasants. These factors, in addition to Darnay’s status as the son-in-law of the much-loved martyr Manette, persuade the jury to acquit him. The crowd carries Darnay home in a chair on their shoulders.

D&D Character: CERIC

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I Am A: Lawful Good Human Cleric (1st Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-15

Dexterity-13

Constitution-13

Intelligence-14

Wisdom-17

Charisma-12


Alignment:
Lawful Good A lawful good character acts as a good person is expected or required to act. He combines a commitment to oppose evil with the discipline to fight relentlessly. He tells the truth, keeps his word, helps those in need, and speaks out against injustice. A lawful good character hates to see the guilty go unpunished. Lawful good is the best alignment you can be because it combines honor and compassion. However, lawful good can be a dangerous alignment because it restricts freedom and criminalizes self-interest.


Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.


Class:
Clerics act as intermediaries between the earthly and the divine (or infernal) worlds. A good cleric helps those in need, while an evil cleric seeks to spread his patron's vision of evil across the world. All clerics can heal wounds and bring people back from the brink of death, and powerful clerics can even raise the dead. Likewise, all clerics have authority over undead creatures, and they can turn away or even destroy these creatures. Clerics are trained in the use of simple weapons, and can use all forms of armor and shields without penalty, since armor does not interfere with the casting of divine spells. In addition to his normal complement of spells, every cleric chooses to focus on two of his deity's domains. These domains grants the cleric special powers, and give him access to spells that he might otherwise never learn. A cleric's Wisdom score should be high, since this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.


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When an Officer Abuses its Power

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An officer must be the role-model...
...for his/her platoon!
Yet corruption is an undeniable factor!
In every government and institution,
Power is a needed thing yet it also bring corruption....

On far far away topic:















A young buttful man, a respectable cadet and an outstanding student...
Was given THE honour of a lifetime...
To be asked out...
not by an ordinary woman...
but...
a very intelligent, responsible, and hot...
CADET OFFICER....
His own platoon leader...
A situation where one cannot run from...
one can only choose to receive a merit or a demerit...
Pressured by co-cadets, by other officers and by the goddess of love....
He said...
NO.




hahahaha. of course he said yes.
in a magical moment, his officer heard the most wonderful words:
"umm........Yeeees? Opo, Pinuno, Opo!"




In the end....
Our cadet and his officer lived happily ever after....


continued on prom

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