12.11.2009

I: When the Lad had known what reality is

For there was once a Lad (as all stories told before and after this story had spread), a young one if I must say so. He was a dreamer. He dreams of everything that he can thinks under the sun. HE has an unbelievable mind, for his mind had even journeyed through time. He had imagine all sort of places and occurrences like the formation of this round space ship he was on or even the end destination of the travels of his mind.
He dreamed of the kings and queens and heroes of every nation he had known. In the west he had seen of the glamorous and enchanting tales of King arthus. In the south, he tries to follow the great army of Alexander of the great Greece for which he was an avid fan. He had swim across the seas with the stories of the Great Admiral Zeng He, chinese navigator who was said to first reach the Americas.
He had seen not only the past but even future he tried to visualized. He already scripted a story of when he will become the leader of his people. For it is the time when he will take the stand and raise his nation into a Golden age. He had seen many situations when he become a soldier that defended his country from threats in and out. He had dream about having a family of his own and having a simple peaceful life.
HE had seen many things and all this is through the window in his mind. His great imaginaiton had brought him almost anywhere. Yet almost is not enough, he had not dream about the present. The present which always hurt him. Everytime he return to the present it seems that the point where he was is more dull than ever. For the glamour and prestige of his imagination cannot satiated and is incomparable when he was in PRESENT.
Even though our lad had almost live entirety in his imagination, he had some moments when he liked to live in reality for the greatest happinness in reality are incomporable to the tiny surreal happinness he had obtained form his imaginaiton. Yet, this great happinness is also the cause by which our lad to recede into his imagination, almost if not always. For when our lad experience great happinness in the plresent plane, it was sure to follow that great demise will fall upon him. He said once, "Does present really wants to play with my feelings? If so, then he should fight me face on face and do not use Yin and yang in his evil deeds." And with every great demise he had, he always recede deeper into his imagination.
There was once a time, about when he was not laready chastised in the circle of men, that our lad had expereineced great happinness and had love someone, of course this someone is a girl. A fair girl from his school. They were friends and as time goes on they became close enough that our lad had thought that the girl also loved him. It takes a lot of his imagination, guts(not the intestines), and shaking knees to tell what he feels for her. The girl smiled at him and does not said a word. Time passes and they go onto separate ways. Our lad had ventured out of their small village and onto the great cities into the west. HE had contact with her even though they were far apart for back then they already had what we call phones. HE continued to believe that he had a chance on her and that she also love her. He worked hard in the city to became a better man but one day he had heard from a frined of them that the girl our lad had his eyes on was fallen in love with another man. Our guy had crumbled into pieces and in this that the present had discovered our lads weakness, LOVE.
He try to put the pain away by thinking of great stories in his mind. He had started his journey inwards to his mind. For time passed by quickly, our lad had grown into a fine adolescent boy. He had a few feelings for one or two girls during his growth but he put it away for he knows that the scar of the previous one is still large and he can not take another one soon. Yet as all stories go, our lad had meet another fine gal, smiling and always full of joy. Sooner or later he had confide his feelings to her using the most imaginative ways he could think, for imagination was his forte. Of course, as every stories goes, the gal had kept silent again. At his moment our lad had knew what it will become. he known the possibilities. He had seen all outcome into his head yet he believe he has some chance for this gal (he had fell in love with) has a vow to not enter into any chains of relationships 'til the right time. And our lad thinks that if he waits and the right time comes, this gal will reveal her true feelings to him. So, our lad waited patiently. And until now, as you had guessed, our lad had not receive her answers yet. Our lad is tired out and had already accepted his fate. He only wished that the gal said it straight into his face the answer for waiting is so tiresome and can kill almost any man of his age. Yet, they remain friends until this time, and until this time our lad had some lingering feelings for her.
For some another time had passed, our lad had been living almost everyday of his live in his imagination and he had almost forgotten about present and the hardships he had brought on to him. Our lad during the time he exiled himself in his imagination had grown larger and had enter the age were the society had expected something from him. And at this age that our lad had found a fine woman in the name that shall not be written here. HE was a fine woman with the mos beutiful smile and eyes had our man seen in reality or in his imagination. HE thought that his feelings for her was a mere distraction for the pain that he had felt and that she can become some ointment into this feeling. Though, our lad had been wrong. This ointment he thought had become flames that lightened our lad and closes his bleeding wounds, since fire had been used in the ancient times to close cuts. Yet as all man feels, our lad is scared that this flames might burned him and he end up in an hospital with some threee degree burns or that the flame might died out and he will lost the light that guide him.
HE was afraid to confide what he feels and still confused on what he will do now. Yet there seems now as we are talking about him, had some resolution starting to burn inside our lad. For he had decided on what to do. Though, for what our lad had been decided shall not be discussed here for the end of our chapter had been reached and might be in the next one.

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