The school year had come to an end for me.
There are still many things to do.
I haven't yet completed all my goals in high school
yet end is near.
Last day is the last day of the school year...
I think I just wasted the whole last week for nothing.
~March 24: I am travelling from Bicol to Manila so I don't have anything done in the school
~March 25: I had a hangover from the trip so I miss all the opportunities to ask her.
~March 26: All the planning I had done on 25's night gone to waste, she is with her friends and I don't want to disturb them because that might be rude. SO I end up all day waiting for her yet the chance didn't come.
~March 27: In the morning, I give way to a friend. I let him and him to enjoy their time with her leaving me out of the scene. In the Afternoon, I have the chance when we are at the table and he is away but my friend (girl) ask some favor from me and I can't refuse. Then she drove me away so that i can help my friend.
~March 28: The time had come. Noon break, we are sitting in the table. I acting like doing something but truthfully I'm just staring at her and looking how cute she was eating beacon. The other he came but left early. With our classmates, we are enjoying the break while i am "cramming" then IT is the time to ask her, the first words came out but she didn't heard it clearly and seems she didn't heard it totally because my classmate take away the attention. Then my classmate and she make fun of me somehow. I then just wait and wait until i have the time. but then the time didn't come because we have a grad practice in the afternoon.
Well I am pathetic or what?! Damn why does I am always late. When my gradma and my uncle died it is only one week before I return home. I didn't got the chance to see them. When my old crush ask me for an opinion if she will to transfer to diliman, my answer is a day late because she had confirmed already to Manila. And now, I know that she feel special since the start but only this last three months that I realized it and with the help of other people. Am I that unlucky? I don't want to "emo" here because she might be repelled.
Well...
I don't know, will I ask that question anymore or not? damn hell!
Note: This is a rate R (Restricted) blog sorry for the cursed words that was used.
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PHILOSOPHY OF GLBCABRIA
Some people tries or forcefully trying to sync their love ones to them. For me it is the other way around. We specially the boys must be the one synchronizing for our love one. IT may look plastic but that is for me the best idea. We can be plastic but also we can be true to ourselves as we synchronize. Well it might be fate if we are true to ourselves as we synchronize or maybe god's will. This is only my opinion so if others doesn't like it please talk to me so that my view might be broaden.